far(:

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2009-07-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

Moved. astoldbyfar.wordpress.com

relink or not, u decide bugger(:

Cheers!

2009-07-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

APM's a bore.
serious shit, its like turned into an indo concert sia
almost all performance is from indo singers/band.
no offense but cme on lah,
it an international show.
shud get malaysia and singaore artist to perform too.

i wana see sleeq perform.
hahah.. kay random.

NURUL,I WANT SIMS 2.

i hope aussie's gona happen.
time to save up(:

oh, i caught this harry potter with the makciks.
nurul and azyan. hahaha. the movie's awesome!
but dnt expect much action(:

f.

2009-07-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

i miss this guy. i know its super random.
& u know, i've never thought i could click with him in anyway at all.
but heck, i dont even know why/how we start talking in the first place.
hahaha. everytime i hear 'fall for you', confirm will remember him.
&& 'leaving by jesse mccartney' also.
hahaa. & he's one of the guys that i influenced to read twillight.
& he bought breaking dawn & thx to him, i finish reading the series.
hohoho. dont think he reads my blog anymore.(:

hahaha.
ZICH!!!
"The best thing bout tonight that we're not fighting.."
"Don't stress Don't stres Don't stress!"
hahaha. dont ge me wrong, he just keeps playing these
song on replay during sec sch days.
& get me addicted to it. haha.
& i miss teasing him abouy linette.
hahahahaha. gosh. cant believe that was like last year?
time's just too fast to catch up with.

Experience is what you get when you dont get what you want.
i'm not going for the retest.(:
f.

2009-07-14T21:53:00.004+08:00

there's more. its on fb.

hahaha. zaman2 budak2 and alot of unglam photos.

what do u expect when u have ur bathe in the river.

but darn shiok lah sey.

hahaha. & thats my darn curly hair.

hahaha. oh,its ophir climb '07 btw.

rindu sak.(:

2009-07-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

one: i miss climbing ophir. hahha. yes random shit. but i guess my sec 3 year was my fittest year ever. haha. & i remembered my weak legs were shaky like hell during the descend of the mountain. great thing was i had great friends there to push me on. & then the horrible night of vomitting after reaching home.

yeaah,awesome memories. i dnt seem to have the picture tho. will try asking alfie and see if he has. & yes! he has. wooohoo. okay will upload once i get them.

school tmr. that kinda sucks again. sigh.

kay,i'll upload some pics tmr.

for every good in the werld, there's evil.

f.

2009-07-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

forced myself out of bed this morning just to attend tutorial. but in the end, when i was at orchard readi, heard it was cancelled. freaking pissed off but just went out and board the opposite train. hah. life's being a bitch these days.

so anyways, got hooked onto another drama series on mysoju.com. this time its a taiwanese drama. serious shit, been procrastinating alot of my work. i've got a speech draft dued this friday and i just remembered there's like stat's test this friday. tsk. darn it.

this week, psych tuts and lectures were cancelled. & i pretty much had the urge to skip CSA lab tmr. but thought against it cos im gona get my lunch treat from jum. hah,that mat. i remembered hating him to the core when i was a cadet. imagine getting pumped by a MSG in AirForce School in no.3 during gold wing. i was like "kanasai. ingat ko MSG besar sangat keper?" but heck, i envied his badges lah sia. serious shit, bet it wighed a ton right?

but in the end, we've been wronging the wrong person all along. haha. got to know it wasnt entirely his fault. cant believe that someone whom i know quite closely at that point of time,did that. &fark, he even used this line "Skg aku sir ke kau sir?". tsk & still has the guts to go after a friend of mine. such an embarressment to know him sia. sheesh.

oh well. i dreamt of joel koh. haha. i know,random much. he's been a great friend recently. hah,note the RECENTLY please. yes, he's a nice guy. hope he's doing great in PJ.

meeting u with the girls this sat for a swimming and catcing up session. they are greatly miss-ed.
haaha. but dnt think i wana swim. not in the mood to do so. & i've been craving to eat pizza hut lately. & B&J too!haha

serious shit amir,u've got guts man. haha. if it wasnt against the Islam,i would've gotten one too. but i wonder how my parents would react? hahaha..

so close yet so far
f.

2009-07-06T16:45:00.003+08:00

i feel like saying this: I want out. but that just show im giving up on you people. but, i dont wan to.

shock? yet still expected it? but cant believe it? upset with the knowledge. but im just a friend. what can i do?

people change far. get used to it.

i guess promises are meant to be broken after all eyy?

i just dont believe it.

2009-07-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

the day that i have ever hoped for. standing proudly, part of GOH contigent for 106th NCC day parade. friendship and bonds being made with one anothr. haha. & all those horny and lame jokes. yup yup, great times

those GOH days. sometimes i wonder, how in the werld was i selected to be part of the contigent. weird huh? if you get what i mean. i remembered the dissapointment of those not selected. those arguments, backstabbing, talking bad bout others behing their back. but hey, no one's perfect yo.

lesson learnt(:

i miss those days where we crap our way thru all those trainings and AAR. hahaha. i even remembered pravin and Zhen Wei fasting for the day just so we can break fast togeder. i miss those brotherly & sisterly bonds. i guess now everyone's after their own dreams and goals.

see the guy on ur furthest right? haha. cant believe i werked with him during spec. he was GOH 2nd contigent commander for 106th NCC day parade. when i was secondary 3. haha. so right now he's freaking old. wasted that didnt get to werk with iman.(furthest left) he was called up for NS before i was even a Cdt Offcr. hahaha. one of my role models in NCC.

1A03. bunch of cool peeps.(:

hahahaha. & finally. blogger's no bitch anymore.

2009-07-04T17:46:00.003+08:00

blogger's being sucha bitch. i cant upload pictures. darn it. so heard the news a few days back that NCC day parade is cancelled. hell yeah did it make alot of hoohah among us. but honestly kinda stupid in a way cos afterall the excuse given to cancel it is becoming such an unreasonable excuse as time pass by.

to avoid H1N1, they cancelled parade to avoid crowds. then what the hell are they doing now? arent they allowing h1n1 peeps to roams the streets amnd oni quarantine at home. serious stupid excuse. i was looking forward to the parade tho.saddening.

had my p.speaking Special Occasion Speech. haha. that was sucha laugh. will upload some pics once i get them from fizah and once blogger cooperates with me. i think my p.speaking teacher despise me. haha. yup yup, active imagination. & time in tutorials are getting better i guess. classmats are like WOOAAH, bunch of cool peeps.(:

a natural charmer,u are. darn got me impressed.

pssssttt; i'm suppose to lower down my rate of using vulgarities. but i aint succeeding. hahaha.

f.

2009-06-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

was sick yesterday. nose giving me problems as per usual. guess the weather just changing too fast for comfort. hahaha. & took a day off today. thought of taking MC but got to know tutorials are cancelled. & there's only last min stats which i dnt think attendance is marked. so i didnt bother. took 3 panadols yesterday. 2 being in the form of the flu drink that one. haha. was farking drowsy after that.

slept at 8.30-ish after watching air knights on teveeee. then woke up at 12 plus next day. syiok like hell. haha. so i guess today was pretty much slack day. trying to rest as much as i can. but wasted. missed the trip to commando's camp lah siaa. darn irritated but whatever.

i'm going to sleep now. hopefully tmr my nose will be okayy.

" The ultimate leaders develop followers who will surpass them"

f.

2009-06-28T16:39:00.001+08:00

i got my jade bangle.& had a decent chat with a friend that i greatly miss. i'm done with my assignments.

& i'm a happy girl,for the time being.

Oh, transformers revenge of the fallen is darn good.
highly recommended!(:

2009-06-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

first week ended pretty fast. i guess mostly due to all tutorials were mainly presentation of such. had P.Speaking at the library just now. guess i was jus crapping my way thru every speech. i saw someone who i thot i knew. well, to be exact i saw ahmad aljuffri's figure. haha. took me a second to realise that he couldnt be in TP library. luckily i didnt call out his name in th middle of the presentation.

at that point, i just realised, i truly miss my secondary school days alot. not only the friends there. even to the extend of the teachers. yeah,i'm that pathetic aint i. everything been's going so well in the first term and suddenly 'BOOM', eveything crashes down. & im having those moments again. where moving on and letting go of friends and even understanding that they now lead totally diffrent lifes from me, is so farking hard. & that their schedule is totally different from mine totally suck to the max.

well,maybe its my fault. i spent my hols with NCC. but honestly, i dnt mind doing that. the part where staying in hq and enjoyin the company of idiots and crappers. talking till themiddle of the night, the night we booked in. stupid things we did and nicknames given to cadets. those moments are i gues the most precious to me right now. cos as time goes by, i go thru them lesser and lesser. i guess i took for granted everything that i have. again.

if you had known me long enough, u would realise that i tend not to share my problems with anyone. i dread spreading my emo-ness to you guys sometimes. & the fact that i dnt even knw where to start just told me one thing " dont even bother doing so". but i know u guys were there. thru out those four years of crap. tahan-ing my ever so scary mood swings. my lack of hugs and 'i love you guys alot'. my anger, my emo moments, my stupid moments and all.

i just wish one thing. to turn back time to where we started paying street soccer at the basketball court. till we form our "own soccer team"; avenged soccerfold. haha, so copyrighted,i know. i guess me and jaysree were crazy over a7x that time. and taking it back to those PE lessons where we would run and support each other and even run with gaya to encourage her. & those recess moments where we gossiped about some people. & those stupid teasings bout jayz, not knowing the sis was behind us the whole time. and to tho etime where we mug our heads off.
& to the one classic soccer match in the street soccer court which is on youtube. i miss you people alot. i miss my school kakis alot.

& then there was 56th COC. which lead to the formation of ThaiPolice7. & again i wish we could have turned back timeto ubin. where it all first started. where we cycled our way around the island and being smart ass-es that we were, didnt even bring bottles of water. and ended up sharing sabi's water & wasting money on drinks. & climbing the observation tower, getting to know that some were afraid of heights.:P & those ubin dogs that scared the hell outof sme of us.:P & when we vistited fatin at the hospital even after we were tired frm the trip. i miss that trip the most. & then there was th sentosa trip. walking around sentosa aimlessly, with some of us being cashless. not knowing what to do so we went to some look out which aind told us about. reached there and saw that the place was under construction. but it didnt bother us. haha. & talking bout lifes and how we were gona stay as one even with our diff schedule at the vivo rooftop. & well as much as i tried to convince myself it would work out, that we were gna stay as one. i knew one day we're just gna get futher drifted apart. & i guess that day has finally came eyy? to even look back at ubin's picture.. i cant believe how far apart we've drifted now. even till so i cant even find any pictures for our sentosa outing. go figure. i guess this is what we call fate maybe?

i'm sorry for the long post. i just feelkinda down lately. been missing heck lotsa things in life and results werent that extreme good to cheer me up. i just miss those times thats all.

2009-06-24T20:40:00.003+08:00

i've been wanting to visit south korea after watching boys over flowers.
yeaahh, i know. dream on. but one day i'll get there. one day..

had an awful day in school.
my havainas sandals tore and that sucks.
that has been my one and faithful sandal that i love the most.
irritating lah.nvm.time to get new shoes i guess.

i miss my friends alot.
i miss tp7.
i miss ncc.
i miss 4/8 'o8
i miss unity sec.

but what can i do.
all these while,i've learnt three most important werds
that have been getting me to where i'm now.
life moves on.
yup,it doesnt care weder u fark up or not
weder u regret anything or not
there's simply no second chance.

fark lah.
even if i make time to go out with you people,
it would oni get cancelled in the end,aint it?
thats the way it has been anyways.

i give up.

2009-06-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

i farking hate people who act like they understand
what i'm going thru

how dare you accuse me of those things.
like wth sia,
u dnt even know a single shit
& u wana talk.

just f off lah kay.

no one knows no shit better than i do.
unless ur god.

2009-06-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

i thot of alot of things in spec course.
bout all those shit things happening to us and all.
bout where friendships are heading
and bout how im gna cope with school

sometimes, i dnt know why i bother too much
when i know bothering will hurt me.
but fark lah. friendship means alot to me.
and what im going thru right now is really farking kanasai irritating.

i've decided, maybe we arent what we used to be.
so i'll just stay silent and look from outside.
im not gna campur ur urusan anymre.
to me,ur just another stranger already.

whenever im in hq,
my rate of using vulgarities increases
each time.

so what's left of TP7
is just memories and pictures.
over time those memories will fade into nothing
and those pictures wont mean anything anymore.

thanks ah.

2009-06-19T16:03:00.002+08:00

i'm home after spending 4 days in hq for spec course.
overall course was darn tiring for me but was kinda fun too at one point of time.
esp the trip to IGTS.
went there before uh during 56th but only get to shoot once.
buttttt..this time round,i get to shoot gazillions of times. damn best sia.

haha. okay,my PC was some mat rep.
who's a she-man and bapok.
who also had taken his own sweet time to wake up on last day.
luckily never kena kick by me.
but overall, he was a great PC lah.
learned alot of things from him.

Appraisal by cadets said that im soft spoken, caring, know when to be strict
nice,helpful but need to talk more to platoon.
hahaha,kanasai. im a quiet girl by nature dok. get used to it.

Oh,unity results made my day.
10 out of 15,2nd sgt.
2 award winners.
darn proud of my babies man!

learned alot of things during my first spec course.
hoping to help out again in phase 2.
until next time.

Pegasus 2!
SWEEBO ah!

2009-06-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

im glad i went dwn to unity today.
laughing off at lame,yes lame!,jokes was realli a thing of the past.
i miss every jokes and stupid vids we ever made during ncc days.
well,spec course is next week.
hoping for the best for the part c.
(:

am i that heartless?
i guess i am. but i aint gna think bout it anymore.
just let me be the way i am.
cos commitments for me,aint the way to be.

go figure.

i need to go ubin before break end.
i dnt farking care if its darn farking hot.

2009-06-07T00:38:00.001+08:00

because i feel so farking weak
and all i can do is cry.
because punching walls and scarring wrist
has no impact anymore.

i just dnt understand anymore.
just a passing mood or is it gna last.

u dnt even care do u?

just f off.

gna be gone fer awhile.

2009-06-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

4 of the most beautiful words: term test IS OVER!

& again i feel like running away from everything.
& when its everything,it just means i wana run away from myself.

missing those moments again.
miss the 56th clan.
miss tp7 alot.
& i just miss everyone who is associated in my life.

feel like im losing myself.
& i hate it.
if u know me, u know i get sick of things real fast.
& how fast is fast?
it depends.

2009-05-29T17:19:00.002+08:00

super tired.
but on lighter note,whle class got treat
from Mr Khy.
treated us pizza! damn nice!
hahaaha.

so im in serious need of a watch sia.
& i sooo want a jade bangle.
i duno why. but its just that im attracted to it
since sabby wore it.. hehe.

kk,i wana sleeepp
before going madrasah.
bye werld.

2009-05-28T02:37:00.002+08:00

so much to study,so much to learn.
why cant u understand?
i've been burning midnight oil for the whle week.
but u dnt care do you?
wth.

if u want it that way then fine.
im not gna bother.

thats the reason why i never want to get involve in the first place.

screw everything
4 more days to term test.
barely even finishing.

2009-05-27T00:49:00.002+08:00

boy am i farking pissed.
i've got the farking CSA project to complete.
& i realised my microsoft excel is not werking.
im still clueless bout the project.
& waiting for the trail to dwnload.
hopefully it will work,if not im not gna bother.

sheesh.term test coming in real real soon.
& there's tons to study for psychology.
& yes, i've oni managed to cover minimum topics.
& i feel so drained,so tired,so freaking exhausted.
im just looking forward to the childcare visit on the 4th june
and Spec Course! time for fun and catching up with peeps.

i miss idiot alot!
its been so long since we met.
sheeeshhhhhhhhh.
bloody hell.

sungguh lembap btol la nk dwnload bende haram tu.
gna turon hq this sat.
pray that i'll be eligeble for promotion kayy.
havent do range yet):

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2009-05-25T02:53:00.001+08:00

2009-05-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

so term test is coming in.
apparently its on the first week of june.
1,2,3. 3rd being CSA test.
ha-ha! funny eh,why they even bother testing us bout coms.
but whatever.

so right now im smack down
with assignments and projects..
where datelines are looming around the corner.
i've handed in my individual draft for psychology project.
werking on my acad writing draft.
& have yet to touch my CSA excel project.
which is due on monday,25th may.

oh & i just realised im in the duel diploma scheme.
so i'm taking pschology studies cum early childhood education.
cool huh? hope im gona be able to cope with it.

there's training tmr. not sure if i'm coming down.
prolly im gona get promoted end of year with 57th batch.
i havent do range and my school training attendance is definately
below 75%. haha,only participating in hq stuff uhh.
so bugger much. dont really bother bout rank btw.

if im able to complte my acad writing draft,
prolly sat i'll go hq to meet up with TP7.
well,some of them anyway.
they gna try out for NCC day parade.
oh,seems like i gotta forget bout ever being contigent commander.
but nvm. its okay,everything will turn out fine.
i wnt die anyway.

so, much love world.
& people who i miss,you know who you are.
we gotta meet up soon alrite.
prolly after this madness of school is having a break.
btw i'm soooo honoured im being missed by many people!
haha.i know,thick skinned!

2009-05-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

i feel empty. like somethings missing.
sheesh.i duno what to say/what to do.
eveythings kinda messed up/ going down the drain?

i'm too busy to spent any time.
i guess thats the reason everythings just the way it is.

im speaking things in circles.
like what we used to do.

haha. back to assignments.
& i realised i only got 2 weeks of break.
and im spending one week in HQ.
hehe. cant wait!(:

2009-05-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

feeling lethargic lately.
too much things/projects going on at one time.
i'm gonna drop dead soon.
cos the thing is i got no freakinng idea where/how to start.

pissed off and darn irritated lah.
esp with CSA. i think im gonna fail the module.
tskk. asses,why do we even need to study computers
for psychology man.

the big test of self discipline.
shucks,i think im gona fail.

i'm missing my makciks,TP7,unity ncc air, 4E8 '08 and also some idiots.
sighh. i duno if im even ready yet.

my life is gone.

2009-05-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

speaking of which, sth reminded me that
there's a possibilty of me playing soccer every tues.
but its with the HSS guys.
i duno weder i wana join but seems like
not alot of girls into soccer.

reminded me of night study
where we played street soccer with the guys.
haha! cool man. & we got chased out by the security guard.

missing those moments.
& i realised been along time since i came down for
school NCC trainings..
shuuccks..shhhh!

my idiot said to sleep early,but im still online
at 12.07 am. haha,im screwed.

night world.

2009-05-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

my brain has melted and flowed down the drain.
damn,psychology is farking tough.
but yet,its intresting in its own way.

poly life settling in.
i've been bombarded with ton of projects today.
wonder how im gona complete them.
still a noob on the library stuff.
but its great to have a senior that i know somehow.
haha. see NCC has its plus side my dearest idiot..
go figure.

oh,IACE got cancelled due to the swine flu.
damn the flu man.

hope spec course gona go well..
& expect lesser updates okayy(:

i've found my superhuman somehow.

2009-05-03T13:25:00.001+08:00

TP7

my dearest sygs.....im happy that all of you are fine n kicking...im just upset that you guys are not the TP7 i noe last time...you have drifed apart soo far that i feel that i have failed you ppl...im sorry...i really hope you guys can be back togther as TP7 again....

so true aint it?

what happened to us?

where's the talk bout being togeder thru wadever..

well all thats left are just werds..

i miss you guys.

2009-04-29T20:32:00.001+08:00

i want starbucks.(:

been tired.
since poly life starts to fall in place.
yes yes.. & so much things happened
just within a week.

amazed and awed at the same time.

oh, psychology is hard!):

2009-04-23T19:59:00.003+08:00

down with flu.
hah.i guess due to lack of sleep
and trying hard to get used to poly life.
& prolly cos of the weather too.

"You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me
with you love"

i wished u were there to see it with me.
again,its not that i dont trust you,
i just dont trust myself.
whatever you need to know,you'll find it in the song.

"You came around & you knocked me down"

2009-04-23T19:45:00.003+08:00

hah. was trying out ahmey's puching gloves.

playing around with it with my kak aind tersyg:P

so yeahh.

pics from free cone day.(:

2009-04-22T20:54:00.002+08:00

im like so freaking tired.

i hate this part. the insecurities creepin up again.
if i had a choice,logically, i wont want any of this to happen.
but reality states otherwise. whatever happens, it happens for a reason.
lets just go with the flow babey.
cos right now ur the greatest mentor i've ever had.

riigghhtt.

feels like insomnia babey.

2009-04-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

damn i dont trust myself.
gotta stay away from sweettalkers yo.
hahaha.random much.

first day of school rocked.
skipped the first ever lecture on my first day of poly.
haha. was told it was cancceled but nevermind.
they cancelled it in the end cos so lil ppl turned up.

stats was okay i guess.
the computer lecture was plain boring.
will never survive.):
and yeah. no school cos tutorial cancelled.

floating into the air.
& getting far away from reality.
i know the time will come when
i will fall back to the earth
& hurt myself a great deal.

this sucks.

2009-04-19T18:13:00.002+08:00

damn, i can forget bout participating

in IACE inbound already.

clashes right straight with my time table.

term break woud be on 6th june.

& during the break,i heard we'd be having term test.

i was like damn it.

okay never mind. moving on.

dont think i can go camp steel, prolly just spec course.

tsk tsk.

AGM next week.

woooossshh, coolios gona meet the 57th batch.

*griinns* haha.

no more being the youngest batch.

but still lots lots more to learn.

i think my NCC activties

is gona slow down a great deal.

that kinda suck.

2009-04-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

i hope i dont change.
i dont feel good.
its like poly life is gona change me for good.
hopefully it will change me in a good way.

& i hope, i can still commit with NCC.
feels weird again,i dont know why.

orientation

2009-04-18T14:23:00.003+08:00

i'm back yo.
its been a busy busy week.
i had my napfa test and TP HSS orientation.
wednesday was a killer.

woke up farking early for napfa and
yup,gotta retake it. standing board jump and 2.4km.
its diff from school sia. like..nevermind.
then went home and rushed to get to TP.
first day of orientatioon was okay i guess.
but im not gona go into details of the orientation.
&& its sssssooo sad that in the whole HSS year 1
there's like no malay guy. okay maybe there's one.
but yeahh. i was like damn.
cos yeahh..u wont understand my reason.

& damn, the culture there is totally different.
i was like seriously missing my friends there.
but TP's a great school. & i still had fun.
on the last day was reggaeta(?).
twas damn cool. cos like the whole TP gathered at bedok reservoir
for dragonboat race and suchh. mass dance was super GREAAAT.
haha. & HSS was like enthu and crazy yo.

& there was jam&hop nite.
but i decided to skip it tho its been ages since
i dance like some crazy ass.
but i havent got the people2 to go crazy with.
& yeeahh, i miss my crazy crazy friends again):
but anyway i didn wana spoil the memory
of zouk night during red camp.
so might as well go home and sleep.

so yeah, class 1A03.
school starts on monday.
first lecture at 9,public speaking.
& guess what, this really really sucks.
i gotta take statistics class.
& to think i can over maths for good.
DAMN.

& right now,
its not bout what i want anymore
its about my responsibility,
& what i have to do.
a new start,new people,new situations.

i miss you people.
i wish i could like forced u guys
to TP or sth.):

dead beat

2009-04-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously dead beat right now.
no idea why. prolly the flu's hitting me.
like fark la can.
tmr's the busiest day and i'm coming down with flu.

i've got napfa tmr.
orietation too. lets wonder how i'll survive okay.

sometimes i pretend to be brave,
cos it covers my fear.
but i know it does nothing good.
cos the fear still exists.

you know sometimes u talk bout
people that u think won't read your blog.
but somehow, you dont say it straightforward.
& somehow or somewhat you forget,
blogs are meant to be read
& you won't know who reads it.

haha. okay crap.

2009-04-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

some bugger said i looked like a minah in this pic.

that bugger is so gona get it from me when i see him.
im gona make his other leg pain. wahahaaha.

okay yes moving on,

tmr was planned to be a trip to ubin.

but as per norm it got cancelled.

yeah yeah ahmeh.

i know whatcha ggna say next.

"There's always a next time right?"

yes,there is. but who knows what might happened in the future.

so that got me ticked off for awhile.

but reminiscing bout the good old times

with Muhd Nuh and Nurul

cheered me up to the core.(:

im missing the gool old GOH days,

SSC,OPHIR,PERAK and manny manny more.

yes(:

2009-04-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

okay, now im pissed.
tsk.

2009-04-10T19:06:00.004+08:00

2009-04-10T18:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday was the proud moment of the 57th batch.
parade was okay i guess but not as happening as 56th.
it reminded me of our 56th POP.
& it was a time to catch up with lots of people.

but sadly,the day ended not so quite well.
i dun get her behaviour.
she might have her reasons of doing so,
but thing is, i've been patient for awhile now.
i dont know how long more can i stand it.

yes yes,she's having her time now.
i understand that.
but what are friends for.
never mind.
i guess we really need to meet up,
discuss things and end all these crap now.

on a lighter note,
i took a pic with muhd nuh again!
hah. & he still had to bent down
cos he was too tall.
& NOPE,i wasnt that short okay.
HE'S TOO tall!
haha.

thats crap.
wed's the nafa test.
how would i fair?
tsk.):

2009-04-08T16:08:00.002+08:00

i feel...
i duno? the same feeling that i felt that night?
all i know, i shudnt had bothered.
im going to only complicate things even futher
for myself. typical me.

okay,i'm going to MIA for awhile.
sort out everything.
clear my mind and clean up all the mess.

i'm still looking for the reason.
just as i was about to have a great week.
you just had to mess it up again.
f.

2009-04-07T20:46:00.001+08:00

oh and guess what
someone advised me to not slack
when poly starts.
& also not to look at hot guys oni and dun study.

haha. & my reply was
hot guys are my strength to study.
haha. yes yes. im not kidding.

& yes, i miss those sec 4 time man.

worry wart

2009-04-07T18:51:00.002+08:00

1) Im freaking out about my nafa test this coming wed.
2) Im nervous about orientation cos it will be a total diff atmosphere.
3)& i know no one there except for rahman,my cuzzie,filzah and indra.
4) BUT they are all from different school in TP.
5) im confused about the freaking parade claims.
6) i have a feeling to not bother.
7) i miss alot pf people.
8) syakirin owes me a game of pool.
9) i wana enjoy like crazy before poly starts.
10) i wana go ubin again.
11) i wana go rock climbing again.
12) make some bugger suffer for not telling me sth.
13) & okay, i officially give up on the parade claim stuff.
14)i wana watch a movie.
15) & i wana play soccer.
16) & cant wait to see SOME people POP this thurs.
17) gona disturb Muhd Nuh until he get irritated.
18) & cant wait for IACE inbound.
19) also cant waiat to start poly
20) cos im super sick of doing nothing at home.

& lastly,
i think its no use spoiling my life over something stupid.

2009-04-06T15:51:00.004+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

wooaahh..haha. partly true yo.
so anyways went bowling with family
& its not much of a fun thing.
i rather rock-climb then bowl.
cos the game is quite dull.
no offense tho.

ohya, i so need a time out right now.
sooo need to meet up with diff people now.
cos it has been ages since i saw them!):
tsk,but everyone's so busy.
suckky.

got my orietation thingy next week.
kinda dreading it but cant wait for it at the same time.
so anyways, here's a few pics of rock-climb.

because

2009-04-03T14:09:00.002+08:00

because im losing hope in everything
because i just cant find any more strength to face this
because im sick of the same old thing
because u know no shit bout what i feel.

u dont know what kind of emotions passed thru me
that night. that night everything tumble and fall.
u asked why am i stone-ing the next day.
cos i know everythings just a dream.
& yes, you were the one who made me smile again
but i cant erase that fact.
i felt like doing two things that night.
but i cant,cos
one: i dont have the thing.
two: i promised myself & all never to do it again.

yes,im the worst among the rest.
u know no shit bout me.
so dun come asking why im in a farking bad mood.

who knows u'll find what u have been looking for.
& as much as it agrravates the wound,
i still hope for the best.

f.

CAMP FEAST

2009-04-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

alrite people! i'm back. sorry for the lack of updates yo.
been busy with NCC.:D
haha. just got back from Camp Feast.
& was freakkkking tiring.
prolly cos i -thon the two nights lah.
admin job was kinda easy.
cos prolly the tough2 one was done by jesper and alfred.
haha. sorry guys, i still blur not sure ah.

& camp feast was *toot*
but fun at one part, the ending part ah..
haha. for me to know,for you to find out.
but some of the cadets are supperr cute.

oh.finally quit my job.
haha. reason being?
ah, ask me urself kay.

but seriously camp feast made me
get to know some of the oldies better.
quite fun lah dey all.
and help out with log awhile.
freaking tiring loh log!
haha

alrite today.
april fool's. went out with ivan and suhao.
went yishun safra for rock-climbing.
thot of meeting up with nurul also.
but...she cant make it.
i think im farking weak sia.
cant even climb the wall fully!):
must go train up.
fingers growing blisters and arm hurting.
but it was a great experience man!
haha. im so going again.

& otw there, we pranked azyan.
actually the first target was supposed to be
haiman, but he didnt pick up my call.
so we called azyan. haha.
& pranked her!(:
fun rite kena prank azyan!
haha, it was all purely ivan's idea ah!:P

so yeah thats all about now.
& when i got back from camp feast,
i slept for 15 hours strait.
damn shiock!

oh & yes,
i fell again.
those two days were a blast.
thanks to you.
f.

2009-03-24T15:53:00.002+08:00

it has always been my dream to learn the sword drill eversince 106th NCC day parade. & yup,i finally learned it.

tan,haikal and jayson. haha. the jokers who made 4th ADC a great one,tho i didnt pass out.

yeah(:

evrything will end one day

2009-03-23T17:03:00.003+08:00

57th officialy started today.
reminded me of the first day of 56th.

yes, i miss those good old days.
i've decided to quit my job.

& yes, you forget the day.
somehow i expected it.

for now im not gona wear the shirt
until i've passed the test.

&&& cant wait for camp feast!((:

i knew from the start
but i kept denying.
you siad moved on,where do i go?
f.

lesson learnt

2009-03-21T01:50:00.003+08:00

im back. it has been a long journey.
but yet i failed. its time to learn how to stand up again thru a fall.
this might be a lesson to not take things lightly.
& i thank god for giving me a second chance.
& with that,i'll prove that i can be better.

been busy with ncc and going down hq quite a few times.
met up with diff. batches of clts and they rock!
been thinking weder i shud quit or put on hold my job.
since i've been informed that tons of ncc activities are comiing.
& heard a few complains bout me going off early from job.
nvm..

& yes,i feel embaressed but its a lesson for me.

i dont know how to say this.
but thanks. i think i cant help it no more.
i fell.

& thanks to sabi aind syima janice and all
for pulling my morale back up.
thanks guys for making me get back to my head.

whats left of everything

2009-03-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

so give me a sign to know if everything's fine.
sometimes i wish i can write out everything
but its just to complicated.

got to retake my nafa test for the army scholarship.
it falls on the 18 march but prolly im gna reschedule cos
got something on.
& im wondering if u still remembered what i said once.

work & ncc is my escape plan.

i know i wun get what i want.
but here i am thinking of you.
f.

2009-03-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

this few days have been a drag xcept for werk.
sat night werk was fun cos i did runner again(:
& i did ice-cream clean up & got laughed by the guys cos
the mocha chip looks like one pile of shit.
cant stand the customers tho. pisses me off seriously & sometimes i just feel like
throwing the plate at their arrogant face. but some are nice.

i'm freaking bored at home. still worried bout the FSD team.
havent been meeting my friends & tp7.
tp7 seems to be drifting apart.
its like being thrown into the sea and being drifted away to the shores of thailand.
urrrrrrrgggghhh.

im sick of everything already.
& i only want one thing this wed.
& oni u know it.

2009-03-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

i'm pissed with certain people right now.
worried bout the FSD team progress.
unsure how well things would go.
hopefully they will manage to finish formation by tmr or thurs.
& perfect it by next week & be ready for competition.

so inexperience yet they are left on their own.
sometimes people are just too stingy with their knowledge man.
tsk. cant make it for tmr's outing. damn irritated.

sometimes i duno why i bother so much
when they dun even give a damn.
said i gave up & yes..
now i wun bother anymore yo.

2009-02-25T16:58:00.002+08:00

was woken up by syirah yesterday,msging me saying some idiot called me an idiot. haha. & i took the chance to argue with that idiot. haha. so yeah,ubin got postponed again. KIV until suitable date since sabby cant make it and this few days have been raining. Luckily james called and ask me to come down for werk on thurs. At least i wun be rotting at home. & im certainly not a poly rotter.

girls asked me out for sentosa. i want to go but the date have yet to be confirmed. sucky cos i scared will clashed with werk. I'm going march camp feast & i think FSD is cooolll. haha. cant waitto see Unity's formation,tho i know they havent start yet. tsk.

i miss chalets & thon-ing. & going to the beach at 1am 2am there. haha. anyoone up for chalet but i doubt so cos almost everyone's out of cash sia. me too):

never mind.

2009-02-19T17:22:00.002+08:00

my JC friends are abandoning me. great!
busy here busy there. everytime also busy ehhh..
tsk tsk.
even haiman has less time for NCC right now.

& yeah,hell its been so long since i saw azyan and syirah.
& how bout my sec school friends.
okay granted,just saw ais yesterday.
but the others.

fine, lets just get on with life.

oh,miss? nah,not anymore.

2009-02-17T20:31:00.002+08:00

had IMT today. was quite a slack day cos i just did scoring. unity shooting doesnt seem good again. but had been expecting horrible results anyway. ohya, central was there too. saw mascot and someone again. haha. new eyecandy yo!! woossshhh(:

had fun with kenny,ivan,deyi,noor and andrew! talked crap and disturb ivan bout the RGS girls.he said they are cute like teddybears. haha. & saw my lil cuzzy from the east. he's freaaakking tall i tell yeah. & he's oni sec 3. but im hoping he gets into SSC. then hopefully he can be under me cos prolly air and east togeder.

ivan asked me along for a rockclimbing session this thurs at yishun safra. its 8 bucks & the offer is tempting yo since ubin got postponed to next week.but it feels so wrong withdrawing my money before getting my pay. tsk. btw anyone wana come along, u can just msg me alrite.(:

oh and syirah, its not u that i miss eh. tak tau malu sey! haha

2009-02-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

so i finally went to TP to have a look & went for the interview for the duel programme. told lots of white lie during the interview.(: its a must anyway. true to what sabby say, TP campus is nice. & i think i fell in love with it. met with a few of course mates during the interview, great thing was they're friendly. reminds me of my chinese friends. but yeah,i only saw chinese peeps. didnt saw malay tho. haha. so i cant wait for poly to start. but hell, the trip to TP takes up almost 2 hours sia.):

never mind. werk's getting better yo. having great time there. but i think i love being runner uh. a runner is one who sends the food to the table. if you ever been to sakura you would knw that there is this buffet line. so yeahh.. i werked as a runner during the V day. darn tiring and my arm muscles ache like hell when i got home. haha. got alot of new peeps also. this st pat guy reminds me of thaiguy! haha. amir, perangai budak nie mcm ko sia. haha.

ouhh..speaking of which, cant wait for thurs. gona visit ubin again! hell yeah!(:
i got imt on tues. duno whose going also. haiyah, evrything also short of manpower.
heh.

thats bout it.(:

btw i miss someone in PJC.

2009-02-09T15:47:00.002+08:00

like i farking got any choices left.

so yeah. JAE appeal results were out.
got posted to my first choice.
& fark,i just dun feel good bout it.

but on a happier note..
i simply got a friend in TP.
RAHMAN!
but different course.

nvm nvm..
like what jason said..
i'll just make more friend.

& fark starting ALL OVER AGAIN
will really be a pain in the ass.

& get over it..
fark is the fav. werd of the day.
not happy then buzz off

2009-02-07T13:34:00.002+08:00

hell,im back. first day of werk was a pain in the ass.
my back was aching like hell & i pray that i'll get thru the army interview.
moving on, yes i got a job. finally
but im having regrets..uhuh.(:
yes, im still wondering how long im gona last.

i've done my first TF. quite cool.
& at one part was kinda tired reteaching the Part B everything.
but yeahhh its still kinda fun.
i've got interview on the 10th. hopefully get short listed for second interview.
then prolly i'll quit my job.

& i miss my secondary school life man.
i miss those jokes, LAME AND STUPID jokes btw, by robin jared jim joel all that
i miss arguing with weixuan. & i miss talking random stuff with him in class.
i tols him once i wana visit the bermuda triangle once im sick of life.
i miss turning behind and talking to djj and komi. or catching komi msg-ing/sleeping in class.
i miss teaching xinmin malay.
i miss talking & teasing zich bout linette.
i miss linette! wahaha.
i miss teasing/bullying jason the cow.
i miss arguing with joel and showing him the middle finger. haha!
i miss those soccer matches where 4/8 won.
i miss those floorball games.
i miss the bond we forged during sports fiesta.
i miss playing at the swings when fad hurt his leg.
honestly i miss every single thing..

& right now..if seriously i could turn back time
i wud wan to go back to sec 4 life..
sighs.

2009-02-01T21:29:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

i dun feel like owning a blog anymore.
so i wun update.
i will get back to blogging once i feel like it.
cheers people. all the best.(:
oh & pray that i go thru the interview for the army bond alrite.
thanks.

2009-01-22T16:46:00.003+08:00

okay i was bored at home so decided to reconstruct my blog.
reconstruct might be an exaggeration tho.
but honestly being an O's student sucks big time yo.
when exams are near, your head is stuck to the books.
but whens its over...
the promise of fun and thrill
is sucha disappointment. im freaking bored.
swear i rather be in school studying.
at least theres sth to do.
&& yeaaappp still looking for a freaaakking job.

not realli here to update cos there nth to update.
prolly i'll update after the 31st.
waiting for the sentosa trip with TP7.
yeaah, alot happening on 31st.
i got aero in the morning[which im sssooo dreading btw]
& after that suppose to get my treat from cekgu nora.
SWENSON yO!
haha.but i've been booked for sentosa.
so cekgu can save her money cos she's treating one less person.
hees. anyway im gona get my B&J treat.
i'm ssooo gona burn a big hole in the person's pocket.
wahahaa..
so yeah until next time.
(:

2009-01-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

CUBERS,AIR. im the oni girl in pic. EXTRA! haha
syirah & me. haha random moments caught on camera.
the three STRONG girls in Syn 3,CUBERS.(((:b
one day haiman, im gona hold the sword like how u are holding it. no more bloody ugly rifles.(:
& hell im short.
so it always ends with arguments
everytime the subject is being brought up.
i know what i want.
& hell yeah i know i want that bond.
so cant you just let it be?

annoyed,pissed and everything else.
shucccckkksss.

2009-01-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

had air meeeting yesterday.
& i swear i rather be sleeping at home yo.
it wasnt even considered a meeting la can?
sheeesssshhh nevermind. being able to meet the air cubers were great.
but the absence of syirah and haqs was greatly felt.

after meeting went causeway with some of them
and got my BK. haha. & talked and yaked about life.
& everything under the sun.
hafiy started his stupid 'Biiiiiiii'
taken from the 2 kali 5 dol.
where norfasarie keeps saying 'BIIIIIIIIIII' to her husband.
haha. i had one hell of a great time with them
but it started to get sian after awhile.

then decided last min to attend the soccer match
between air and sea.
& i went with the sea peeps.
haha. maam ain was a total crazy person.
& it was a non stop laughter session
and the match was boring.
cos i dun really know who was playing.
most of the air peeps i duno.
haha. but air lose for the second time.
tsk tsk. shame.

so thats about what i wana update.(:

i've thought about everything.
& yet im still unsure of everything.
shhuuuucccckkksss.

2009-01-14T13:26:00.000+08:00

cool eyy? haha. everyone was so shy when miss soh wanted to take the picture.
xcept a few of us. me included,as per usual. haha ( thick-skinned whattt)
i swear im gona miss this peeps alot.):

2009-01-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

hell i miss PDS '07 alot man!

sooooo yeaahh.
Results were out yesterday.
swear i freaked out & cried in front of cikgu nora
while she was passing me the results.
haha. & i remembered after taking it..
i took one look at it and found jaysree..
& started screamminngg like some ass.
haha. she screamed too!
& we got the same R4 & R5.(:
miss her man.

EL-B3
History-A2
Combined Humans SS/Geog- A1
EMaths-B3
Amaths-B4
Sci(Phy/Chem)-A2
Malay-A1
CCA-A2

so i've just finish registering for JAE.
& this is my choices ayyee.(:

1 - T48 PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
2 - N86 CHILD PSYCHOLOGY & EARLY EDUCATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
3 - S86 MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
4 - C93 MEDIA STUDIES & MANAGEMENT (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
5 - N67 MASS COMMUNICATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
6 - N77 PSYCHOLOGY & COMMUNITY SERVICES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
7 - N66 EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8 - S55 TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
9 - N72 TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
10 - T39 RETAIL MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
11 - N69 HEALTH SCIENCES (NURSING) (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
12 - R33 OUTDOOR & ADVENTURE LEARNING (REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC)

so yeahhh.
a new journey, a new school & hell yeah tons of new friends.(:
hopefully i get into psychology ehhh?haha.
cheers peeps!(:

i swear i never felt such
a strong urge to do sth the night before
getting the results. shuckkkss. but i didnt!(:

2009-01-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

alhamdulilah!
i did well and im a happy girl.
haha short update ayyee?(:

R5-12
R4-9
w/o CCA points.(:

2009-01-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

hands turning ice cold.
thats always a clue that im freaking out..
shuucckkksss.
so tmr at 2pm, fate will decide my future.
if i dun update this space,
u know what it means yeah?

all the best peeps out there.(:

just gimme more time.

2009-01-11T09:40:00.000+08:00

i had planned to update bout the whole week
but it seems that i just lost the mood to do so.
thinking bout results being tmr
just pisses me off even more.

shucks DJJ is NZ now.
unfair uhh..haha.
it was so sweet that she msged me before going off.
seriously. i rather be overseas and have my parents take my result for me.
but thinking again,i dun think so.

yesterday's trip with TP7 went well.
went to NP and initially planned to go TP
but i think we were late.
then me,ah mey and sabby went vivo to watch movie.
syirah went off. & khai went for his jamming session.
the movie we caught was kinda boring.
but it has its plus points somewhere.
i think ponyo wud have been a better choice.(:

&&& my cardigen is still with syirah.
haha. i wud have freeze if it wasnt for ah mey
not so worth it 60 bucks hoodie. haha.
then headed to rooftop to just chill and talk.
& thus yesterday was a memorable day.
alot of things came up.
& i dun even know what to say.
but right now im just sooooo worried for my results.

one end in mind: PSCHOLOGY, TAMASEK POLY

2009-01-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

Time doesn't devour memories.
It just slowly,painfully converts it into fragments of a dream.
Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream,
and the dream will alter into memory again.

one of my resolutions got broken.
damn.im tired now.
PDS put on a great performance
tho not as grand as last year.
but great job guys.
i wana sleep!,finally!(:

2009-01-09T12:36:00.001+08:00

i feel like shit.
just sitting and waiting.
&&& pls stop telling me to relax ppl.
cos its sooo not helping the freaking nerves.

i slept at 5.30am yesterday nite.
up reading a book cos apparently i cant sleep.
i read a book to get my mind distracted off results.
hah. & i managed to sleep after suboh.
got woken up by ahmad's call at 11.30.
yeah yeah i know.
lazy ass rite sleep until so late.
but wadeevr..

be a great fren and buy me chocs can?
haha.

2009-01-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

FARISA IS IN NEED OF ALOT OF CHOCOLATES.
BUT SADLY SHE'S RUNNING LOW OF CASH.
SO SHE CANT BUY THEM. SAD RITE?):

results apparently coming out on monday.
so it would be hell on monday.
i swear before even getting the results,
i'll be crying my head off.
haha. i remembered when malay results were given out.
i cried even before taking a look at the results.
stupid ayeee?
yeahhh yeahhh wadever.

another night,
another dream wasted on you

2009-01-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

so i've decided not to bother bout some lil things.
haha.needed time to cool down cos i'm realli a hot headed person.
i'm just so freaking lazy to update rite now.
so i'll just wait until the end of the week to update.

hopefully PDS will put up a good show.
& hopefully my O's result will be the icing on the cake.
im darn tired now.
so until next time.

2009-01-03T21:50:00.000+08:00

slacked at home today.
cos my ankle hurts like crap.
apparently i leg got cramped up in the night
prolly cos it was too cold.
then being the smart alec that i was..
i tried standing up cos i wanted to go toilet..
and baaam..i landed on the side of my feet.

ahk i also duno why im writing bout this.
guess im too bored cos facebook is lagging..
or maybe it myt just be my computer eh?
urggghhhh..

ever wanted sth u lost ions ago back..
but too bad ur not getting a second chance?
know how it feels?
yeah,thats how i feel most of the time.

2009-01-03T15:42:00.000+08:00

So the New Year's in.
great-o...but nah its just like any other year.
i've got nth much to update lah.
just that i went down for one of the PDS training
on their first day of school.haha..
met up with haiman,fad and ahmad.
yakyak bout everything under the sun.
& hey,PDS seems great.
I LOVE THE WAVE,(:

so Unity CCA open house is on the 9 of jan.
& this is going out to Thaipolice and peeps out there,
If O's result isnt out on that day..
u guys are welcomed to come down to Unity to view
the PDS performance.
haha. add pressure to the PDS to put on a great show ayyyee?(:

so yeah.
Eh thaipolice plan an outing lah dey..
i want my ice-cream treat and lunch treat frm khai.
haha.ur soooo gna get sick of Amaths khai!

going out on monday with the NCC peeps again.
going bowling. yeah yeah..im always going out with NCC peeps.
so what? since my girls are not free and not making time for me..
i rather go out with NCC peeps.
true what ameer say once,
the ones u will always keep in contact with..
will always be the NCC-ians.

speculations bout O's result being released.
either 8 or 9 or 12 jan.
suckkkkyyy.
one part wants it to come faster
but one part of me doesnt want it to come.
nvm..i'll get the results i deserve.
):

so i've updated. there.
happy? haha(:

2009-01-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

i wish i was at the beach rite now.
nvm. no point walking down memory lane and crying.
i had a great year in 2008
& i'll pray hopefully that O's result will
be icing on the cake. PRAY HARD.

&&& it pisses me off terribly
when people dun repli my msg.
nvm nvm nvm nvm nvm.
it isnt sth to get uptight bout.

i miss unity peeps alot.):

its okay.
i love pain cos it makes me stronger than ever.
just buzz off.thank you alot.

2008-12-31T23:27:00.000+08:00

Resolutions for 2009

Insaf. Start praying deligently.
Lose those fats to muscles. Frequent visits to gyms with Syima,hopefully
Stop saying vulgarities. Hey, i have cut down alot since O's ended alrite. Werking hard.
Stop thinking of things that don't matter. One example: Matters of the heart
Be a good daughter.(:
Try a new sport. How about ice hockey or kickboxing?
Be a good Cadet Offcer. One that does not use rank as a power
Start appreciating everything around me. U never know when u might lose it or when u might die
Finally, bring Unity Air back to Gold unit.

a few more mins and it wud be 2009.
Far here wishing you people out there
HAPPY NEW YEAR! May you have a great year ahead
&& dun ever forget me alrite..
cos u people are the greatest peeps ever!(:
Much love<3,
Farisa Syahirah.

2008-12-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

So Far's here to update bout the Ubin trip yesterday.
Firstly i really had doubts bout going since Azyan wasnt going.
dun ask why alrite, just didnt feel comfortable being the only air there.
but hell yeah i enjoyed myself like hell.

met up with syima at Khatib at 8.30.
apparently she said the bus trip will take around 45 mins.
but we reached super early at tampines at 9.
so waited for the rest which was Syirah,Sabi and Khai. All sea peeps again.
but wadever since we were united under the blue berets. haha.
then bus-ed to changi where amir was waiting.
& we payed a trick on him. or rather syirah did.
told khai to msg amir saying he cant go last min and evryone is turning back to head home.
seriously i bet amir panicked ritee cos he already reached there.

so yeah took the boat to ubin
and went we reach there i realised there were tons of dogs!
DAMN ALOT OKAY. and syirah was damn scared eh syirah?
haha. then rent the bikes and started cycling around the island.
&& i love syima for teaching me "how to ride my bike with no handle bars".
like finally man! i've been wanting to do that since forever.
so a few accidents here there but evryone was okay.
the classic fall of the day went to sabi!

we were going down a hill
and like the daredevil that we are
we loved going down hills.
sooooo...sabi was behind me & syima and amir was in front of me.
apparently sabi was smart to apply brakes..
but she applied the wrong brakes, the front brakes.
and the bike jerked forward and she fell.
she's damn cute i tell ya.

there was one part where i laid low..
going behind the group..was really having a reflection session.
i really thought bout evrything i've gone thru in '08.
all the fun time i had and all the shit things i went thru & such..
& i really thot bout O's result and what wud happen if i didnt do well.
& anyway the breeze at ubin was damn niceand peaceful.

oh and i got lost in ubin.
the others went super fast after pushing their bikes uphill.
so i was left behind with khai.
& luckily khai was there..if not i'll just panic and lose my way even more.
but yeah..i'll still make it to where they were.

then decided to visit fatin who was hospitalized due to her ligament tear.
talked and chit chatted for awhile before going to the kopitiam to have dinner
and lunch cum dinner for me. but the food wasnt appetizing and it was ex luh.
so didnt eat even tho i was starving like mad.
after that trained home with syima and amir for while. khai went opp way.
syira went home earlier. and sabi went to ikea to meet her dad. & fatin had to stay in hospital
haha. mean ass!(:

so i guess thats bout the ubin trip.
& i'll let the pichas do the yakyak alrite.
cant wait for the next thaipolice(TP7) outing.((:

sabi! She looks like one of the sea maam with her hair short!
the only cubers in TP7. me & syirah!
aha! we decided to name ourselves thaipolice cos this guy here
looks like a thailand and was wearing a police shirt. haha. random, i know.
"okay okay. i'll open my mouth and syima will close hers aite!
hurry and take the pic!"
awwww..the one and oni syima that got guys had over heels
attracted to her.haha. im gona get real smacking if she sees this.
CANDID shot. oni khai was smart enuf to notice.(:

the disgusting and melted milo choc that only
got me thirstier and the dog happier. haha.
cos went he opened the choc, the dog came towards us.
" tired lah. you all plan,i just follow lah"
emo-ing nampak. haha.
wasabi!(:
"okay u lead the way dude since ur pro here"
okay deciding where to go next.
the TP7 girls with the thai guy!
"hey its been along time since i visited the beach.
let me emo for awhile lah."
khai and sabi.
nak step minum tiger beer tapi minum green tea.
sajer jer.
haha. they look like a couple eh?:P
each one of them was promoting sth.
syima was promoting the drink.
khai was promoting the pole.
& sabi was promoting the fork and spoon.
at the tall tall tower. dun ask me what amir was doing behind khai.

TP7 girls missing fatin.
soon alrite fatin. 7 more months u'll get to join us.
meanwhile take care of ur leg yo.
" god am i super greatful and thankful he was there.
if not i wud have gotton lost even more."
thanks ah khai!(:
geared up for the trip.
okay lets just smile.(:
so when's the next trip cos amir still owe us ice-cream?
haha.(:

qzuick update.

2008-12-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

UBIN WAS GEREK TO THE MAX!(:
Seriously, damn cool but hell,it was damn tiring.
butt pain to the max.):
haha. will update bout the trip tmr when i rot at home.
sad sad sad. cos i dun think im going COUNTDOWN this year.
&&&..i have to miss the cubers outing.
AZYAN,i'm really really sorry!
i really wanted to go lah.

alrite, i'll stop here cos im freaking tired.
update soon.(:

2008-12-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

Monday,15 Dec 08

So today i went out with Azyan and Nurul.
Initially planned to get my cheesecake treat from azyan.
but it turned out i got a treat from Nurul instead.
Cos apparently she got her pay.
So went to catch twilight.
The movie was damn freaking short alright.
It woudl be better if u read the book.
Then went to slack at mccafe.
and met with wirda,begum and sheena.
Wirda passed me a very sweet letter!
haha. thanks dear.(:

Tuesday,16 Dec 08
So today, i think i went to Paragon with Syirah and Wirda
went for job interview at Nurul's place.
dont i got it tho.suckkkyyy.
then ate KFC even tho i wanted BK
cos some people dun want BK.
yeah then chatted for awhile bout stuffs.
that was about it.

Wednesday, 17 Dec 08
haiman msged me saying he was able to come down for PDS.
so we went training in CV and just had a look
cos we werent exactly the instructers..
but im looking forward to start wearing the rank
cos seriously everywhere i turn..
i see people with pichas of them wearing that rank during tranings.
im damn slow. so yeah, we met hazim in school.
then we kinda reminisced about the past..
bout school and trainings.
its amazing to see these guys frm immature kids
becoming mature adults.
wasnt that fruitful cos just slack around.

Thursday,18 Dec 08
nothing much. slacked at home.(:

Friday, 19 Dec 08
the abang-adiks-nita outing.
altho nita can be considered as an adik also.
but i treat her like a kakak lah.
so vivo was at first abit awkward.
but it was okay then. when to rooftop to take pichas.
& played with the dirty water.
damn i got wet.but not nearly as bad as nita and azyan.
cos i didnt put my hp in my bag.
cos i knew they wun splash water with my hp with me.
okay i'll just let the pichas do the talking aite.(:

SHE OWE ME B&J's treat!(:

Sunday, 21 Dec 08- Saturday,27 Dec 08
went off to KL for holiday.
went i reached there got to know one of my friends
got hospitalised. worried and panicked abit.
but guess the pereon's okay rite now.
so yeah hol's being hols..
kinda boring wothout the cuzzins.
went ice-skating tho.
its been a long time and my basics are screwed up already.
gotta practice more i guess,
just to make sure the lessons dun go to waste.
anyone up for ice-skating?

so rite now im actually looking forward for the ubin trip.
cos actually been longing to go there to cycle.
there was once where the class planned an outing there..
but it was cancelled in the end.
poor planning but never mind.
btw i dun think im going for the class trip to genting.
as much as i wud like to,
im realli short of cash and i dun think my parents would allow it.
sucks lah. it sounds fun.

&&& i cant wait for new year to come.
buy ohhh boy i so totally CAN wait for the result.
been freaking myself out over those dreaded thing.
but im just gonna redha dan leave it up to god.
guess thats bout it.
enjoy life people.(:

2008-12-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

So i just realised sth..
im oni going out with NCC people.
& that sucks cos i really miss my other friends.
but seems like they too are out with their other friends.
so wdh, let them enjoy themselves.

shud i go ubin this tues?
or shud i attend the party?
or shud i just sit at home and rot?

sometimes i just wonder what to feel.
angry, annoyed or ignorant.
azyan said ignorant.
but what the heck..

hopefully im gonna update soon.

2008-12-19T23:43:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR IM GONNA UPDATE ABOUT EVRYTHING WHEN I'M BACK FROM VACATION.
SOMEONE'S ON VACATION TOO. HAHA.
I DUN CARE..(:
SO CHEERS PEOPLE.& BTW VIVO WAS FUNNNN..,I THINK?
HAHA I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!((:

2008-12-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

hello selenge bacins.
haha. so this few days have just been slacking around house.
i've decided to follow the flow of life..
im not gona be bothred with matters bout the heart.
seriously,just making urself feel tension.
enjoy life to the fullest
MARVEEN: MACAM FAHAM.

shucks. i only know how to talk but no action.
i dont know lah. i dun wana go back to old habits.
& basically im doing everything i can to forget.
I WANNA MEET 4/8 PEOPLE.
LIKE RIGHT NOW.

btw caught twilight with azyan and nurul.
damn nice.
if oni i had a vampire bf,
who loves me like how edward loved bella.

having a fling would be good right now.
cos i'm farking bored. i miss those msges with someone.
shucks. bloody hell, my own fault
but aint gona regret it.

btw WIRDA, THANKS FOR THE LETTER.
I LOVE YOU TOO! (:

ps finallygot my cheesecake treat.
lol.(:

you dont understand.

2008-12-14T14:05:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ns0dPvHfTA&feature=channel_page

two days have passed since i've become a Cadet Offcr.
& i still cant believe that i've finally achieved it.
& right now im still waiting for my O's results,
& i really hope i'll do well as how i expect it to be.

there's so much things going thru my mind.
& i cant seem to place it in words.
reminiscing about 56th and at the same time about 4/8 boulevard
got me crying..
the year is coming to an end.
& even tho i didnt have the greatest 16 birthday
2008 is the greatest year in my whole life.

if i could turn back time,
i'll go wherever you will go.
If i could make you mine,
i'll go whever you will go.

i'm living in a world full of uncertainties again.

2008-12-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

56th Cadet Officer Course dismiss!

Everyone: Yes Sgt Major! ( throws peak cap in the air and shouts POP like a crazy mob!)

& yes officialy, i've passed out of 56th with honour and glory.
& yes, as what sabi had said during her speech..all the memories i've gone thru
during this 3 weeks will always be remembered thru out my whole life.
all those lectures, SIT test, Sar 21 lesson, Safti trail, all those stay in in HQ,
those journey to and fro frm hq with Azyan,Syirah,Haiman,Haron,Hafiy,Haqiz
all those stupid moments with CUBERS, all those POP performance rehersals..
all those gushing over my eye candy...seriously, this course have really thought me alot.

& its really sad that finally everything is done..
but it aint over..its just the starting of an eventful journey..
& i realli cant wait to work with all the CLTs and 56th batch.
56th, respect and humility.
I'll miss you guys,seriously.

& lastly, thanks for those who came.
i really really appreciate it alot.(:

i'll upload a few pics that was taken using my hp.
cos the others are still with azyan and the others.
i'm gona miss abang Ian(haha! feels so weird calling him abang)
im gona miss Sir hariz and Maam Jocelyn
i'm gona miss Cubers.
i'm gona miss waking up early in the morning.
& ESP, i'm gona miss looking at my eyecandy. haha!

Part of the peeps that came down
Amir,Spartans. Eyecandy. So this is the aqasha i've been talking bout. haha.
Merhan,Spartans. The mentos guy. He provides me with mentos duirng lectures! haha.

i'll upload other pics soon
when i get them

2008-12-07T22:07:00.001+08:00

im just a step away from achieving what i've ever wanted
since i've doned the red and white landyard.
simply right now..there's alot i want to say
but yet i cant convert those things in to werds

so tmr i've still got to book in into hq at night
for our POP performance rehersals.
got to know that SYN 4 people are booking in too.
kinda happy but kinda worried too..
u people will know why..

i cant wait for 12 december
basically its my POP..
& i'm still gonna go all the way for contigent commander..
HAIMAN HELP ME!
haha..
& seriously everyone's invited yo.
just come down to yck and get on the free bus service.
& enjoy the parade and free food.
haha..i'm so gonna get screwed.

thats about it..
i'm just gonna keep cool..
and act like i dun know a single thing.
RIGHT...

2008-12-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

okay so apparently went to hq for air test in the morning..
& was forced to clear out the aero room.
damn tiring and my back was killing me..
shit..not in the mood to update..
will update soon okay..
basically pichas up there are during our rehersals.
i love cubers btw!(:

im still searching aimlessly for his email/facebook.
shy shy cat.
haha.bvg

2008-12-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

so as always, i will never fail to have doubts bout my abilities,
& i really felt that i didnt deserve to be in 56th COC course..
but heck its all in the mind..
i've went thru 2 weeks..and im left with one more week..
im gonna make it thru..
& i aspire to be the contigent commander for POP next friday
i'll give my best shot and never look back..
this is what i've been waiting for thru out my NCC life..
& im not gona waste it anymore.

sorry its kinda bout self reflection today.
i feel sad for him today for not making thru the tryouts for PC
but im glad that 2 guys from cubers are the final 4.
HAIMAN AND FITRI.
congrats guys.
& cubers,u guys realli brighten my day.
seriously!(:

im hungry btw,
havent grab dinner yet.
haha...and im damn freaking dark lah..
shit..& i didnt know there was soccer match
spore vs cambodia.
damn i miss the match.
thanks to rahman for keeping me updated tho!(:

2008-12-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

AZYAN, DUN YOU AGREE HE* LOOKS LIKE AQASHA!? HAHA

8th day

2008-12-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

i haven been feeling myself lately.
its like the real me is out of my body
and actually looking at the mask-ed me.
i duno what i feel...
im feeling somehow demoralize right now.

so 56th been going well..
have not kena out-of-course yet.
& apparently cubers always brighten up my day.
but i know at the rate im going,
i'll never be able to achieve my goals.

theres so much things jammed up in my head
that i want so much to spill out..
but it gets so hard to say it in words.
so my dearest friends,
wadever it is plsssssssssssss
make your 12 of december free
and come down for my POP parade and support me.
i'll remember you thru out my whole life,i swear.

its something different.
someone looks familiar but i cant realli figure
where i've seen him before.

btw i miss 4/8.
pleas take tons of photos at ECP
and send me alright guys.
i miss u people alot!

one week past

2008-11-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

so i survived a week of COC course.
& its three cheers for me babey!.
haha just two more weks to go until POP.
hopefully during the two week i wun get OOC.
hopefully. & this week had been an eventful journey.

SYN 3, cubers, are super cool.
& we bonded somehow.& laughters are always there.
it kinda takes away those pain from those takan-ing.
we're having outing next sat at sentosa.
cool or what,first to go out for an outing.

speaking of outings,
im still abit sad cos i cudnt make it for class outing.
shcuks which means its still onna be a long tome
before meeting with those jokers!
haha..

so back to COC,
had adventure training on thurs
which was freaking fun.
did everything except belaying.
was super tired to go up four storeys so i didnt go.
haha...oh and it was so tiring and we all stink!
haha..

it realli perks my day up looking at someone laugh.
seriously, its like he's a replacement.
but wdh, im realli sick of crappy shit stuff.
but cant deny he's so cuteeeeeeeeee....
& best thing is he is also kinda short.lol.
shhhhhhhhh azyan.
haha.

so i wana take up kick-bxing sia.
sound damn cool. at least i can develop har rock muscles.
ah & anyone wana go watch twilight on 18th dec?

ohhhh & zich i'll choose the third last.
i'll love someone with my whole heart even tho i know he could never love me back

& i wonder(again).....

2008-11-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

someone you adore but of whom everyone disapproves?

or that person you despise but loved by everybody else?

someone you love madly but he doesn't love you as much?

or he who loves you like crazy but you love someone else?

would you be selfish and allow someone to love you fruitlessly?

or would you be selfless in the name of love and take the plunge yourself?

would you chain yourself to someone you don't love just because you couldn't bear to let him die?

or would you love someone with all your heart even when you know he could never love you back?

would you hurt and disappoint he who loves you just because you think he deserves someone better?

or would you risk all that you own and lose everything you have just for the sake of someone you love?

if you had to choose, which would you pick?

i found this on iman nashoha's lj.read on people.(:

i say this, you say suck. THIS,SUCK

2008-11-25T20:57:00.000+08:00

alright things seem abit off wire right now.
shit ass, class outing clashes with COC course.
& im in a dilemma right now.
shucks i dun wana miss the somehow one and oni class outing
but i cant possibly miss COC course cos most probably i'll be having
POP parade rehersals.
I SAY, DAMN IT!
but i'll figure something out somehow.
pray for me pls people!

so two days has passed.
its actually real tiring to travel to and fro
from hq to home.
but hey, i'm so gonna make it thru baby!.
this is all peanuts. like reall..
haha. things are cool so far.
lectures are time to sleep, somehow with ur eyes open.
& today i got my hands on the SAR 21.
& damn, its freaking heavy.
GUYS, WATCH OUT.
im so gonna develop muscles if SAR 21 is used for PDS sia.
haha. SYNDICATE 3 is damn cool.
AIR, SEA & WEST.
funny funny people here there.
& hey i can say im enjoying myself
despite me complaining.

so i gotta go now cos i've yet to complete
my journal. but i dun feel like writing anything yet.
what the crap.
btw i'm still pissed. but what to do.
i gotten myself in this mess,
& this is one of the scarifice i have to make.
& shit, its so disappointing sia.):

wow, syn4 IC for today looks like aqasha & sound like Afiq sia.
cute stuff. haha. but wdh, stupid lah.

its been a long time since i heard from you,
& its been hard eversince.
so yeah i saw ZEE finally.
durimg red camp hop nite.
no idea how he got in.
but i dun give a damn, pls.

cheers.(:

2008-11-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

i'm sick rite now.
i'll update more about red camp soon..
btw hop nite was GREAT!(:
cheers people.
i will be MIA for 3 weeks
cos i have COC course.
i'll try to find time o update alrite.
soonnnnnnnn!(:

2008-11-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

IM SUPER DUPER PISSED!

& im tired.& im feeling super uneasy.
like somethings are going wrong
i duno why im pissed or why im feeling uneasy,
but im super duper tired.
woke up in the morning to draw out my uniforms.
& its really alot of uniforms.
& i saw someone i didnt wana see
but wdh, i dun even know her and im judging her.
thats unfair lah.shit,i think my uneasy feeling is bout someone.
damn..forget it la far, its not worth it.

so i know im not celebrating christmas
but i've a christmas wishlist.
a girl can wish cant she? haha.

CHRISTMAS WISHLIST

1]Sony cybershot camera T700,$599

2]Sony cybershot camera H10,$499

3]Sony ericsson xperia X1,
4]Sony Walkman Mp3 player A826K/B,$299

5] Just a simple wish to travel around the world with someone special.(:

so if any of you are kind enough,
and has lotsa cash to spare..
get me those alright..
& i will love you for life! (:

2008-11-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do this,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

2008-11-17T15:57:00.000+08:00

so i guess even if ur super close with someone,
u can never trust them a 101%.
wow, im pissed at her.
sheesh..never mind not like im realli bothered or anithing.
i still belief friends are better than cousins somehow.
sorry dear.

yessa! im gona go out with the ARMY girls tmr
and this is the day i've been waiting for eversince forever.
haha, i miss them alot man!
& i heard the class chalet wun happen.
im so sad..i was looking forward to it too.
but at least some of them are planning an outing.
& i seriously hope it wun clash with 56th COC man.
If not,im gona kill myself..not realli lah.
haha...

so yeah..it felt super great to ask certain qns
that were left unasked
but its never meant to be lah.
im just glad he's a friend of mine.
thanks jason, for helping out.(:

so until here..
i've got tons of outings to fit into my schedule.
please tell me in advance.
& girls,when is the soccer match?

2008-11-16T15:19:00.000+08:00

Prom NIght 08
Joel koh,class chairperson. He can be a pain in the ass at times,but hey he's a nice guy.(:

Fizah dear(:
Varma! I miss him alot man!
Jewell looks so sweet right? (:
I realli wana thank jared for the start of the Mas slamat thing. haha. but he's nice tho.
for all the heart ache i went thru, thanks ah daifi! i made him kneel on the floor! haha
Candice! haha. she's super smart but hey, i won her once in history. and im satisfied.(:
the class prom queen. she really looks hot and seriously she looks like a model!
Ahmad Aljufri. Thanks for being a great friend dude! (:
My dearest class 4/8,boulevard. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
NARIAH! KECOH FREN! haha
marcus! one of the shortest guys! haha. i will miss this smart ass sia!
Jim Tan, the one who always say he will stop saying racist jokes,but he never stops. haha. My dearest primary school friend.
Muhd Haiman Samad. My dearest USM. Thanks for all the help dude! (:
Chong WeiXuan. The idiot that made me suffered thru out this year with all his stupid shit crap teasings and the mas slamat thingy. But he's nice lah. haha. i swear im gona miss him! (im just saying this to be nice! )
PROM KING! haha. Fadli, the guy who drop history yet admits that he loves the subject? haha. & sleeps in class without getting notice.thanks for the random msges in those boring classes.(:
Zhen Wei! The one and only diver in school! haha!
Samantha! haha. One of the soccer kakis! She and jewell would always be there watching the guys match! haha
Darlene and cekgu Nora. I love Cekgu alot! Thank you cekgu for everything u had done for us!
Rahman! haha. My soccer kaki! I'll miss him alot!
Afifi! the cute little guy. Its been a pleasure knowing him man!
Grayson was planning to serve the food for all of us. But he was taking too long! haha
DJJ! My little malay buddy. I love her alot!
ALfi still owes me mercun and green packet! haha. he's always the one who cant sleep at night. But he's a great friend yo!
I love BOON's hair!. I just wish i knew him better sia, i bet he will make a greattt friend!

so here are the prom ppics.
if anyone has anymore,
pleaseeeeee send it to me okay?(:

Prom Night, 56th COC briefing , BBQ at east coast

2008-11-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Friday, Prom Night

so first thing first, prom night was great i guess.
i wasnt that geared up to attend it but
seriously it was great with all my friends there.
& i bought a new dress one hour before prom starts
& i felt more comfortable in it.
Prom King: Muhd Fadli Amin
Prom Queen: June Koh
haha. took tons of pictures but i still have not take with evryone.
so i will upload the pictures soon.(:
was forced home at 11 by my mum cos i have 56th brifieng the next day
well even tho went home early, i still slept at 3.
thinking of thing i shudnt think of.
but good side was i managed to sleep.

SATURDAY, 56th COC briefing

if u dont understand what 56th COC briefing is..
or cannot be bothered bout NCC,just skip this part!(:
so yeah, slept at 3 the night before.
set alarm at 6.45 but i didnt wake up.
luckily azyan called me at 7.15.
if not i wun have woken up..
clever clever me..i told haiman after prom
not to go home late..so he can wake up on time
but im the one who cant wake up.
so yeah...basically the briefing was bout what we were going to do
at the course. & they said the cost of training at least one person
is $600++. thats super duper ex. & the best thing is we dun even need to pay.
& i love this part! there's going to be adventure training!
& im gona get to shoot SAR-21 babey! yeahoooo!(:
the plus side of NCC!
didnt get to see the BARTLY people tho.
sad lah.

SATURDAY AFTERNOON, BBQ at EAST COAST

i wasnt planning to attend the BBQ but thot i deserve the break
after the freaking O's.
so i went with wirda to JE first to return their prom dress
& then trained to CCK to meet up with the rest.
we rode ahmad's sis lorry to East Coast.
the lorry ride was super fun..we were all sliding all over the place.
haha. Overall the BBQ took longer than expected.
Cos we were such failures in setting up the fire.
So malu, cos most of us there were NCC peeps.
haha. the events during theBBQ were funny lah.
from the borrowing of alluminium foil from the "neighbour BBQ pit",
to the game the guys played, putting ice inside each other pants,
to the stupid rat that scared the living light out of all of us,
to fadli's smart alec repli to all qns that were ask,
to the long walk back to get a cab from the ulu BBQ pit,
to the stupid games we played to get rid of boredom while walking,
to the drunken man we met on the train,
to james disturbing & talking to him and Jerome taking a video,
and all the way home, it was funny and fun.
i didnt at all regret coming.(:

so i'm going to draw my uniforms on the 18th.
& maybe i'm going for an interview, Cotton On
hopefully i get this job so i can get $$$$$$.
most probably i'll work during the weekends,
cos my weekday are book solid with activities.
but im not complaining tho.
im loving it! (:
cos i dun like to sit at home and getting bored.
the girls most prolly will play soccer soon,
so i'll have to fit the soccer into my tight schedule.
but i dun carem its been a long time since soccer was played!(:

alright, im gonna upload the pics now.
so i'll stop here. tags will be replied.
& i reali reealliiiiiii hope there will be class chalet!
cheers, i love u guys alot!((:

4/8 boulevard

2008-11-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

part of the class..
tho i once said i dun realli like my class..( in sec 3)
but i take those back.
just thinking about all those time we had fun
teasing people esp jason and linette..
the trip to ISD
the people who never failed to make me laugh
the people who make me angry at certain point of time
and the people who cheered me up when im down..

ONE FACT BOUT MY CLASS THO:
i absolutely believe that the class girls are more...
hmmm..how do i put it..
more likely to win in competitions?
haha..seriously, the girls won 2nd during interclass soccer in sec 3
won 2nd in interclass volleyball
and because of the GIRLS team, we managed to go to the next round for floorball..
haha..the girls are way stronger than the guys lah!!(:

BUTTTT..
they guys are cool too..
they had a series of soccer games..
& they won alrite.
they won 4/9
they won 5/1/2
& they draw with 4/4
& fadli got injured during the match with 4/4.
haha. all thanks to the soccer games.
but hey the soccer matches were enjoyable and they somehow
bonded the guys together.
kudos to the one who organized it.
haha..its true that soccer bonds people!(:

btw I STILL NEED SLEEPING PILLS.
SUCKY LAH.